Lately I've felt like a need to find a hole to crawl in to shield me from the world... there is so much stress with school and life that sometimes i don't know how to tune it out... but I have managed to keep up with almost everything and I'm quickly approaching the time of year I have been dreading since August... signing up for next semester... I don't want to think about next semester... I don't even want to live in next semester... the good news is that I will only be taking three to four classes next semester (plus a lab) and they all land on MWF.... the bad news is I'm taking classes next semester and they make for some long days on Mon and Wed.... life seemed so much simpler when I worked retail... I went to work... I did the job... I collected a paycheck... but I know I need to finish this so off I go to register for classes that will cause me more stress next year....
On a different note... my bday is coming... I'm turning 25 and somehow that doesn't really bother me... see it's not the numbers that bother me... it's the feeling like life is passing me by and i'm missing all the best parts... I'm 25 and I haven't graduated school not even once... I have a husband who is the most amazing man I've ever met but have still managed to fail and giving him a family.... oh and I've got this weird body that sometimes decides it doesn't want to cooperate.... But I know my life is good... it's hard work but it's a good life
ok done being nostalgic... life is good and school is hard that's the bottom line... the rest just falls in all over the board... but maybe someday i'll get better at juggling it all lol
