yesterday I finally left my dooming note... lol no not really dooming I just left the note that told Angie and Blair that I would like to be dropped into a sales associate position... mostly because I had a conversation with Blair yesterday which started with "why didn't you take the two bags of trash out last night" and ended with "get a calander beka I handle all my hours and my families schedule and I do just fine"... the entir econversation was just basically telling me I was wrong and couldn't have the consistent hours that I had asked for... oh not to mention she basically told me she could replace me... I will spare you the gorey details but it was enough to send me over the edge and decide that if they felt like I wasn't important enough to even listen to or try to work something out instead of sit there and tell me what to do to fit into thier plans then I could be done working as a manager... I don't need this drama and with more classes next semester I really wont have the time or energy to deal with it... although as a side note Cali one of my coworkers told me Blair has lost a lot of good ppl because she likes to be in control and if she feels like she doesn't have control then she goes crazy... I don't doubt it... i've obviously seen it and so i'm ready to step down because I don't need it in my life... I went to the doctor yesterday because of a couple weird things and i'm wondering if it's not all stress caused by work... it's a thought anyways... the doctor hasn't found anything yet but everyone there seemed to get a big kick out of asking if i was pregnant and then rolling their eyes when i told them I wasn't on birth control lol... but the doc was nice

On a brighter note Joel got his unit set to Ft Eustis so he will start looking for jobs with the local police soon... he says he has looked into a bunch of departments but hasn't applied yet... which usually means he hasn't decided which one he wants more... he is plugging away at his school work like normal... haha I asked him if there was anything else he wanted me to say and he replied "that my muscles need a massage" lol so I guess I will go try to take care of that... oh on a side note Pres Obama came to our campus yesterday... which of course was a giant inconvenience for everyone but ppl really seemed excited so... the line for student tickets stretched over halfway around our stadium so yeah i mean ppl were excited

So after a wonderful weekend at work i made calls to play and music to see if i could move over... i haven't had any calls back yet so i'll be calling again soon... but after dealing with a weekend of crappy stuff at work where my store manager decided to turn her phone off and let me deal with it i'm seriously done... so i guess i'll be making more calls to play and music... Joel is doing well though... he had drill this weekend and had a couple pt tests... which of course he did well on lol... he has rotc leadership commitments that has him evaluating other students... that apparently is going well... so pray that i keep my patience at work with the managment and with the customers... pray that I will have the opportunity to switch jobs... pray that joel will continue to do well with all his work... and that we will continue to grow as a couple...

Here we go

So I decided to start blogging so that people in my life would know what was going on with us and so we wouldn't have to fit so much into a little phone call lol. Anyways here I am starting off... and here I am signing off because joel wants me to get showered so we can go find food in the grocery store... yay food!