yesterday I finally left my dooming note... lol no not really dooming I just left the note that told Angie and Blair that I would like to be dropped into a sales associate position... mostly because I had a conversation with Blair yesterday which started with "why didn't you take the two bags of trash out last night" and ended with "get a calander beka I handle all my hours and my families schedule and I do just fine"... the entir econversation was just basically telling me I was wrong and couldn't have the consistent hours that I had asked for... oh not to mention she basically told me she could replace me... I will spare you the gorey details but it was enough to send me over the edge and decide that if they felt like I wasn't important enough to even listen to or try to work something out instead of sit there and tell me what to do to fit into thier plans then I could be done working as a manager... I don't need this drama and with more classes next semester I really wont have the time or energy to deal with it... although as a side note Cali one of my coworkers told me Blair has lost a lot of good ppl because she likes to be in control and if she feels like she doesn't have control then she goes crazy... I don't doubt it... i've obviously seen it and so i'm ready to step down because I don't need it in my life... I went to the doctor yesterday because of a couple weird things and i'm wondering if it's not all stress caused by work... it's a thought anyways... the doctor hasn't found anything yet but everyone there seemed to get a big kick out of asking if i was pregnant and then rolling their eyes when i told them I wasn't on birth control lol... but the doc was nice

On a brighter note Joel got his unit set to Ft Eustis so he will start looking for jobs with the local police soon... he says he has looked into a bunch of departments but hasn't applied yet... which usually means he hasn't decided which one he wants more... he is plugging away at his school work like normal... haha I asked him if there was anything else he wanted me to say and he replied "that my muscles need a massage" lol so I guess I will go try to take care of that... oh on a side note Pres Obama came to our campus yesterday... which of course was a giant inconvenience for everyone but ppl really seemed excited so... the line for student tickets stretched over halfway around our stadium so yeah i mean ppl were excited