So lately my life has been one giant event... like i'm talking one thing after another... iv got a new boss at work who is amazing but needs an assistant manager badly because she doesn't always know when to say done... and as much as i love her i've had to boot her out of the store on multiple occasions just so she can go home and rest... despite my efforts she is a little burned out and i'm trying to come along and pick up the pieces... which is cutting into my derby life and seeing joel... and you know i'm just not seeing the light at the end of the tunnel yet... as per my usual i'm going about all my stress relieving activities (putting off homework, clothes shopping for children that aren't mine, and trying to buy small animals) but there isn't a lot of help for me these days and i'm starting to wonder if it will ever end... this month and next promised to be such a good time and now it is turning into a disaster... I was supposed to bougt twice next month and now i am no longer eligable for either one which makes me epically sad and i realize thats life but... can't i live the dream for just a little bit? anyways the upside is i'm making a TON of money... enough to finance a new wardrobe for both me and four small children and two big ones lol... anyways if y'all could pray for me that would be nice... i feel like there is a lot and sometimes i feel like i never see joel anymore but i know it will end i just need to keep up the good work on all the improtant things... yay... why does being an adult have to stink?