Ok so I know I stink at keeping up with this thing... I just kinda feel like there's no reason to post unless there is something going on... and in this thing I try to focus on the positive as much as possible... so... positive things in my life... I have a husband who loves me... a job... and a set of adorable pets... lol I know that sounds stupid but i've been trying to focus on all the positive little things in my life lately since our life has become what most people would call challenging... but really in the end I know that the Lord will provide something for us... he brought along a job opportunity just the other day and it looks like we just might get it... it's not perfect or anything... in fact its crappy hours for crappy pay... but that's ok because it is something... a stable job that will provide us with a stable home lol that isn't covered in mold and put food on the table... see I know the Lord is working things out because not only did He bring this job along but he has also made the apartment people desperate enough to hold our apartment for far longer then they should have... part of this new job is that I won't be going to school this semester, mostly because I need to get a job too in order to help out... but that's ok because I know that's the Lord's plan... and seriously who is better at planning life than God? not me that's for sure... so for all you guys who have been praying for us thank you and don't stop... Joel and I need all the prayer we can get lol